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2011-12-27T00:03:00.002+08:00

I was really too naive to think that if i let the memories hurt me, my heart would go numb, after i reach my limit. and then i wouldn't hurt as much anymore. But in the end it didn't help at all. Don't you think that it'd be great, if memories could be formatted away like files in a computer. No, we can't

Father, i pray for your existence to be upon me once again. I pray that this camp would be an eye opener for me to feel you and to believe in you once again. Thank you lord for bringing me into the family again.

Dont mess up someone feelings just because you are unsure of yours

2011-12-25T14:11:00.005+08:00

Two months ago was the day ive been awaiting for even before i enlisted. 15/10/2011. My commissioning parade, the moment where u feel that it was your proudest moment. Many thanks to my parents and friends and my cell leaders who were there for me thoughout this period of time.

I will never forget you guys. Friendship forge during this period of time were the best.

I really appreciate the times that you were there for me.

Like what i've told you, i will never leave god. but definitely, It really pains me to leave church.

Till the end

2011-01-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

I promise myself that ill blog if i get into OCS, and yes, i make my way there. But i'm carrying a heavy heart over to OCS. yes, courage is not by talking but by the first step, i make the first step and somehow i dont know where i went wrong, but it just didnt work out. This time, u really leave something in my heart, something that not everyone else can take.

I hope for one thing, and that is just promise me that you will stay.

Stupid!

2010-04-06T10:39:00.003+08:00

I feel so dumb! tmd. signin on a contract without reading properly, a lesson learn! -.- & nw ive gt to work 2 months for tis agency. The job is ultimate SIAN! whats more is tt they dont allow us to rest on sat & sun, which means im gonna be extremly no life for 2 months 2 MONTHS!!!! no intensive gym, no catchin up wit cliques on sat! heng its only for 2 months.. sian SIan siAN!

p.s i also pray tt they'll allow my request to work the later shift on sun or propably set my rest day on sun..

2009-12-14T18:55:00.000+08:00

I hate myself for falling back in love.
feeling sucks

its fast

2009-03-04T13:59:00.012+08:00

Hi all, its time to revive my blog! haha 2 more days and i'll be flying over to china(wuxi) for my overseas attachment. kinda sad as this is the first time i'm leaving my family for more then 5 months. will miss singapore, no more deport road, no more cine, no more overnight ton session, no more majong. =( but i hope that it will be a fruitful journey over at that place. so yeah, some pics for my farewell dinner at seoul garden last sat. =)

K box last last sat!...

one group photo =)

2008-07-10T23:07:00.003+08:00

Back from training. rifle range, new record, i believe is ard 8km. sounds abit crazy right??!!
LOL.. jkjk, maybe is lower then 8km, but is reali damdamdam far la..
mind is always over body. lucky gt the feeling to run today, arbo i think i sure dam chui..running back, stil run under then rain, whole body wet, i hope i dun get sick again, cause the last time i sick was oso raining when i was training, i bet if this time i sick again, sure alot call mi weak.. LOL.. but i think i'm nt one.. hahahaha.. maybe is i haven gone through the sian-ness, tts y i'm stil enthu at it.. lol
DA e-learning must be done by tml, events management will be held tml, ims tut by tml oso, sqc tutorial dun noe by tis week or nxt week, sqc test nxt fri.. so mani things coming at one go.. haixz!

2008-07-05T12:13:00.002+08:00

alright, here to update things on fri. someone seriously piss mi off tt day! those words, wat u make mi think of u, selfishness??? think about urself??? every1 agrees to walk tt way, n wat u say.. nvm, i'm nt trying to offence someone or wat, but here is a place for mi to vent and rant my anger at.. if u'r nt happy, then pls, scram from here. at least i noe who r those gd frends, and nt those who jus wan to take advantage of others. i've been trying to control not to vent out my anger, call mi petty or what, but tt day, i seriously buey tahan already..

at night, my father drive to tampiness to fetch my sis home, i followed him cause i wan to noe more roads.. then meet up wit soon chai they all. at least i'm feeling better after talking to them..and ya, they r seriously my best buddy.. nicolas, sry if i've shouted at u or scold u..
sometimes i come to think about it, why m i nt in the same sch as them.. nvm, at least we meet up once a week to catch up wit one another.. watch hancock at ard 12am.. nice show, make mi laugh like mad.. ps eh, wei kit, too last min call u, then u cant rush down, nxt time, i call u early abit.. LOL.. tiong cinema also gd lei, dun ta bai go great world, come tiong oso la, onli the cinema abit small.. LOL

off to work..

2008-06-26T22:53:00.004+08:00

ARR!! i cant view my tagbox nw, i dunno y, keep ERROR ERROR!!! nvm.. finally gt my long awaited lisense, so happy, clear one time, heng or watever, pass can liao.. drive to sch at night when my father is sitting beside mi, wed, first time, nth goes wrong, my father was thinking of letting mi to drive alone on fri.. BUT BUT BUT, today when i drive home, WAA, near SP thr, i tink my carelessness when changing lane, one car was beside mi, lucky he was driving veri slow, arbo -!-!-!-!-!-!-!-!- nvm, nth happened, LOL... aft this, my father keep nagging n nagging, i tink i'll hav to wait til nxt week liao.. SIAN!!
OMG, germany went to the final, i was predicting russia vs turkey in the finals.. super LOL.. cause alot of black house for tis euro 08.. sunday finals, hope my father allow mi to go tp hse watch.. =)

Hong jun yang song "没话好说" is a nice song, shall upload when i'm free... DA project handing up tml, so gtg nw..
someone said my last post was abit too vulgar, so ya, dun go read.. pls..

2008-06-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

FK!!!! fking feel soooo moody, last lesson, i seriously duno wat m i doing!!!!!!!!! S course went in and strike kerb. knn! i asked myself wtf m i doing??? fk.. the instrutor give mi a stunning face n tel mi nt to do it in my test.. seriously up til nw, who wans to make mistake?!?!.. somemore stil come tel mi my slot is the last slot, everyday gt 9 person taking test, each day the tester can onli pass 5, mine is the last slot.. if before my test, already 5 pass, i wil god dam GG-ed!!! PLS, TIS KIND OF THINGS PLS DUN HAPPENED, i will feel so ***** emo if reali tio.. so ya, gd luck for mi..

Anyway, thx for those who msg gd luck, appreciate lots!! =)

2008-06-11T14:50:00.000+08:00

cool! ultimate training session today, nb!!! shld be meeting tt yan at 4.45. Halfway through the journey, i see he nv call then i stil gt time, so gt down and took the mrt instead... si beh funny, in the end, tt ass reach at 4.20 plus.. si beh LOL la,,,LOL, late, he can late until super late""[example: ytd we were suppose to meet at 1pm to do our project, in the end, he reach 2.30+++ EARLY RIGHT!!]"" =)=), early he come so early... btw, is jus some jk, dun dun lan!!!! =]=] tag if u r looking!!! hahahahaha

woah, training was to the extreme. Lounges[dunno how to spell] 3 sets walk fking far, aft tt, run to canteen 4 the hill over thr, i was wondering wat we can do over thr, nw ultimate, choose someone of ur own size and sprint up.... suppose to partner wh, but in the end change partner cause of weight, and tis is the first time i carry a 65 KG GUY AND RUN UP THE HILL!!!!! SUPREME ULTIMATE!!!!! nxt time carry GF shld nt be a problem!!! hahahahaha... but aniway nice one, gd job and well done to the person i carry, ps, forgot ur name, we manage to carry each other up the slope.. aft tt, run over to canteen one the block, run up to the 10th storey and run down, i thought we will onli do one time, in the end, 3 sets.. sian1/2, somemore last set need to sprint up!!! today reali my leg super duper cui.. hand up some $$$$30 dollars for dunno wat dinner thing at sat nite, knn i confirm eat until i song!!!

suddenly tink of something.. sc u better go for ur btt, i noe the reason y u dun wan to go but tt is jus some test, go take it and it wil be over... the thing tt matter most is the WAITING TIME, u waited for more then 2 months and u dun wanna go, i tink is a bit wasted!!! so ya, gd luck for u!!!
Aniway 2 more weeks to tp, i waited for like more then 3 months aft FTT, super long and finally its coming.. haha!!

nite guys.. =)=)

2008-06-09T10:28:00.000+08:00

sry vic for PS-ing u on sat, but seriously i nt feeling well tt day, dun du lan lei... shall join u on wed before u go into army.. =]

sunday morning shift, si beh tired.. when i go home, i think my father mood was dam gd la, suddenly sae give mi go drive in tt kallang area again, kan pua song.. LOL.. went thr to learn parking without poles, but my skills is like kan na sai like tt, lol cause of no poles?!?! hahaha
before going out for dinner, i went for my last try, swee swee lei reali park until swee swee, then my family went for dinner, while i go look for nic they all for dinner too...

i park it in myself!!! =D

late night movie[chronicles of narnia] at tiong wit sc they all aft tt.. nice show!!!!
thx sc for accompany mi home aft the show, the rest buey steady, hahahahaha =X...

2008-06-01T03:54:00.000+08:00

Friday was my last day in sch before our 3 WEEKS break, super song!!! went for jus 1 hr plus test and aft tt, my class went out to chillz, but i didnt went, kinda sad, cause i was sick as in my cough, doctor sae cannot drink tis cannot drink tt, cannot eat tis cannot eat tt, so i might as well camp at home to rest!, ya, but til nw, its stil nt ok yet, seriously, its reali demoralising mi la.... =(
wanted to upload some pics tt i took wit my classmates, but haven recieve yet so nxt time then upload.. =]=]

Saturday
it was suppose to be an enjoyable day for us, but in the end, haiz.. =( ....went down to find sc and win in the morning to eat mac wit them, ltr nv come, he sae i buey steady. slowly when reaching 11 something, then zk and hp come, ya so we went down to EVANs road for the ROMP bball compeitition. last year second place, tis year i think, hmm, dun sae better, haha.. went to sae halo to those i noe, ONE THING, WHEN I SAW ADRAIN, HIS FIRST REACTION WAS, " WAO!, KL LONG TIME NO SEE U, HOW COME U BECOME SO WHITE AND SKINNY!!!" wa my reaction was like "HUH, serious bo" but aniway, i think he was joking.. sad to sae, we lose the competition, 4 match, 1 win, 3 lose, so cant enter semi-finals... play for two matches but didnt even score one point, so sad, nv contribute at all, but nvm, cause we long time no play le, so wasnt reali tt sad.. But i noe for sc, he sounded abit unhappy, and as wat mi and ivan guess, reali TIO, he realli LAI ANG, hahaha, i tink onli we two noe wat's tt, PS us in holland so went back to redhill to hav our dinner.. wanted to take some pic so can change my frendster pic cause it's been like a year i nv change le, but in the end ONE pic oso nv take, all face was ma chiam like so black like tt, so i tink better dun take... hahahaha
Its holiday, so was planning wat to do midnight, in the end went nic house for majong session.. haven change our mode, so ard 1am like tt, everyone sounded so sleepy.. but lucky, nic father volunteer to drive us to hav supper, shiok!!! went over to ABC market but it was closed so went b to butkit merah to eat...-_- .....THX eh, nicolas, ta bai ur father treat us, nxt time, we treat him back..=X hahaha...
wao, working 2pm in the afternoon, and its like 5am alreadi, i think i better get some sleep nw, bye!!!! =D

2008-05-27T22:07:00.000+08:00

alamak, i think my laptop goin to die soon, MALFUNCTION again, when i was typing halfway!!!!
WTH is malfunction...........

GG!

2008-05-25T21:27:00.001+08:00

sat went for DB, i think i gt tan a little bit liao, hahaha... and my cough is stil nt fully heal yet, haiyo eh!!!!
Anyway tml having mitrology test, 20 percen, and i jus come b home, super dam GG liao, cause i seriously dun understand a thing, and the notes is super dam alot, i dun noe how to study for it la, somemore no open book, wa lan eh, someone help mi la.
Nxt sat having the bball competition whr last year we won the second place, haha. But today i nv go down and train wit u all, so, yup all the best!!
MY TP IS ONE MORE MONTH FROM NW!!! =]

2008-05-18T23:44:00.000+08:00

i'm here to update on things tt happened on saturday. In the morning went for pool rowing training wit wh and bp, but they were late, so i join the others for the run first, after the run, they came, went to carry the boat[ lucky onli one boat nia, the other boat was alreadi thr liao, LOL]. partner wit wh as usual. After our trainin, went eat kfc again, n1 la, every sat oso kfc, nxt week must find some other place liao... haha, then went home aft tt....

NW, i must sae what happened at ard late afternoon, cause i realli si beh fking tu lan. firstly i meet my working frends to hav sakae sushi, tis is the first time i go out wit them, we said to meet 5.30. I rch at ard 5.40, it was late, i noe, so when i reach onli 1 person rch, so we waited for 1 guy!!!! he FKING REACH at 6.40 something, knn, tts the first time i waited for a guy for so fking long. so nvm, when he reach, i alreadi si beh tu lan alreadi, then i told him " u noe u late" and he fking reply mi wit " ya, so what?" WTF!!! at tt time, seriously i feel like punching his face la, knn.. wtf, if i wait for a girl, its ok, but fk, i wait for a boy for 1 hour plus and he give mi tis kind of fking reply...
AND one thing is i fking swear i wont go out wit them ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!

sunday morning went to work, finished at 2pm. Aft tt went to play bball wit sc ivan and hp. play til 5 something, went to find nic to hav our dinner.. then went to meet wk to play bball again.. haha, went to the court jus opposite my hse, then play wit them.. at night, went jogging wit sc and hp.. haha, dun sae i siao.....
ok, a very long wordy post........

2008-05-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

haix, today arrange group for dunno what project again, and i reali hate 2 by 2 group, SARK la, sure gt quarrel all tis stuff, in the end group up wit marcus.
who sae DB nv train leg, nw my leg suan like dunno what like tt la!!! but anyway Good training today.

i fking hate that someone who always like to act innocent and sae alot of sacrastic stuff, sooner or later i wil punch ur face la, asshole!!! nbcb

2008-04-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

morning practical lesson, was late, but manage to chase up to the guys and walk wit them to the class, so in the end all oso late. hehe..
lesson end at 5 and i went for training today, fook la the run is super far la, keep running and running and RUNNing, but saw some person, suddenly gt motivation.... hahahaha nw my leg is dam suan la.. sian1/2.. i reali fking hate my hair la, so dam curely(dunno how to spell) =] la, i wan cut dam short liao, will try to post some pics in my nxt post... =]

2008-04-28T20:25:00.000+08:00

i jus saw one of my frend msn nick, so funny la..
[ABCDEFG, a boy can do everything for girl, GFEDCBA, girl forgot everything done & catches new boy again...] nice sentence sia..
GG liao la, METROLOGY & CALIBRATION, wa this module, super dam GGed! nv pay attention in class.. ahaha
tml goin DB training..

2008-04-25T23:04:00.000+08:00

hai yo, i onli wan sae lesson so boring la!!!! two weeks, but i ma chiam stil in holiday mood. ok, i hav decided, i am goin back to DB nxt tues... TRAIN!! =]

2008-04-20T00:49:00.000+08:00

ji tao is sian1/2, went bbdc today, asked instrutor if afternoon test time confirm fail??? he jus answer mi i wish u gd luck..!!!!! i noe the answer means less chance can pass.. haix, then go work, asked nic, he oso sae GG, ji lat liao la, ji bai... can onli depends on my skills liao.. jia you man.. aniway stil gt two more month, try to go for as mani lesson as possible liao..........
finally one day of gym for mi, lol, a solo one, but gd, at least can train more. saw jj ben and yl thr, chat for awhile before i went off......

stunz!

2008-04-14T20:33:00.001+08:00

today my wushu frend suddenly asked mi when i goin b to wushu training.. autually seriously i reali dun noe when, cause i stil cant forget tt small incident.. haha, but i think i hav to put it one side first.. haha, think i wil be back soon to the training ba, cause i hav alreadi been training for like 2 years to 3 years in wushu, giving up like tis, i think wil be surely a waste, but hope tt i stil gt the feeling to train, cause is like almost 3 months nv train le..
first day in sch, hmm, the atmosphere is like so sian la, waste dunno how mani hours stoning.. today went to see the cca fiesta, saw the guitar cca, suddenly gt the urge to learn, think nxt time thr wil surely be a chance.. and one thing, i hav nt been goin to gym for like almost 2 weeks liao la, fatter and fatter, hope to go gym real soon, but dun wish to go alone...... and some FK*** asshole think he pass tp is some FK*** big deal, drive a sports car infront of mi then sae la.. MF.. and btw, he's my biggest ENEMY!!!!!

2008-04-10T02:46:00.000+08:00

Firstly, hav to thx sum wei kit for helping mi wit the blog.. but i dunno y the first post come out gt two post.. aiya, nvm, tt time nxt time then do.. ytd driving was reali a f*** up one... the poo-c mon instructor pass mi onli one subject, waste my money la.. asshole.. finally hav a day of fun, went to k box wit lk, nic, ivan and wk.. nice one, i sang DAM ALOT of song la.. LOL, sry eh, keep on holding the mic.. haha.. sian la, thursday working again..

lost for words

2008-04-08T00:31:00.000+08:00

ok, school starting in a week time.. haix, one thing, si beh sian... this holiday is like work work work, fun thing is jus wed and fri where i hav my driving lesson.. and seriously i hope to get my lisense[dunno how to spell, LOL] ASAP, so tt i dun hav to wake up tt early to take bus to sch..aiya, vic keep saying i buay ONS, but clubbing serious need alot of $$$$, i dun wish to waste money is one of my reason, but another is because seriously i nt in a gd mood, ya so dun tok about it.. i nt buey steady, is jus dun wan go.. haha..