I was really too naive to think that if i let the memories hurt me, my heart would go numb, after i reach my limit. and then i wouldn't hurt as much anymore. But in the end it didn't help at all. Don't you think that it'd be great, if memories could be formatted away like files in a computer. No, we can't
Father, i pray for your existence to be upon me once again. I pray that this camp would be an eye opener for me to feel you and to believe in you once again. Thank you lord for bringing me into the family again.
